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Hello world!
SHERALIN SEE KAI LI
05/11/1991
I smile and laugh alot.
Chocolates are loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Currently studying in SP chemical process technology. Was PAE-ed to IJ and made a great deal of friends there. Previous cca in Presby High was Gymnastics. Currently, touch rugby and frisbee! :D Captain's ball with 4HUMILITY'07 is love.
I CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF BAGS :D
LAUGHING :D
Saturday, September 25, 2010!
HandWritten on; 3:11 PM
Everyone of us are actors throughout our life. We play different roles infront of different people, different events and different places. This was what my CRS lecturer mentioned during one of the lectures. And I find it very true.
However, I can't seem to find the 'real me' back already. I put on different masks every single day. So much so that it just comes naturally. I don't know who I am anymore. And I don't like it like that.
I miss being a kid. Someone who can just express how she feels truly. Cry when I'm sad, laugh when I'm happy. As for now, I'll think of how the way people look at me when I do certain actions (or every actions maybe?). I'm easily affected by people's opinions. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing but I need to learn how to differentiate comments that I should or should not take in.
I don't know how to express my true feelings anymore. Of course there are times when I am really happy, or sad. But.. it's just not the same anymore. I laugh harder than I wanted to, I talk lesser than I intended to, I give the type of questions/answers that people expect me to. Every single thing I do is not really for myself, if you get what I mean. My mind is taking over my heart.
Who exactly have I became to?
Tuesday, September 14, 2010!
HandWritten on; 8:54 AM
I had been having all these weird dream lately. This morning, I dreamt of pop corn chicken -.-
And all the people who appeared in my dreams are of either weird combination or people I don't really know.
WENYA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YOUR BROTHER APPEARED IN MY DREAM. Yes, I swear it's damn weird. Hahahaha.
There are also people who I haven't met for a long time. Maybe it's a signal, telling me that it's time to catch up with my friends. Sometimes I think I'm a really bad friend. I don't put in alot of efforts in staying in touch with my friends. Guess I need to have more initiative :/
So, it's the exam period, and I'm left with the last paper. Finally. It's a tough fight for me this semester. All the modules are kinda hard. I can say that it's the toughest semester for almost all of us. Next semester will be much more better I heard.
I'm off to bury myself in my notes!
Thursday, August 05, 2010!
HandWritten on; 8:42 PM
A photo I took one or two years back while watching an Ultimate Frisbee competition.5 days ago, I went to watch Ultimate Frisbee's very first (am I right to say this?) POL-ITE at nyp. Mainly to support SPU of course (: It brought back some memories. I really like the game of Ultimate. I like how the game is played without a referee. Playing with integrity is the spirit of the game. I also like how much they communicate with one another, in and out of the playing area. They are really good listeners and communicators. I think SP angels need to learn how to communicate like them. I admire their ability to adapt to changes quickly. Changes as in the change of wind direction, etc. It's so amazing how different kind of strategies are played according to the different environment. I like it when the two teams that played against each other come together, standing in a circle, in an alternate manner and huddle together (just like the photo above). The captains will then give comments on the play or something I think? I'm not really sure about this. Haven't been into one before. Haha. Can someone describe this to me? Heh. Ultimate Frisbee is a really challenging game in terms of skills, communications, and most importantly, teamwork. (:
Note to self: Need to learn to be more giving.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010!
HandWritten on; 11:22 PM
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I hate it when I don't know what to say to help somebody.
I hate feeling so helpless.
I really want to help, but I just can't find the right words and the right things to say.
Help...
Monday, June 21, 2010!
HandWritten on; 9:16 PM




Hello people! It's been a month since my last update.
It had been quite a tough month, having to make adjustments and school work had been a chore. Like since when it isn't. Haha. Wanna thank all those who have been supporting me. I appreciate it (:
So, we had beach training last friday! Thank goodness the sun was having mercy on us, but the sand was unfriendly. Abrasions everywhere! And I sort of hurt my neck again. However, it was a good bonding session I can say. Plus the trekking at bukit timah on thursday.
I like bonding plus training sessions like these. :D
Next, I got to meet up with a few of my primary school friends, namely Jeanie, Ting En and Xin Yi! Although we don't get to meet very often, we will try to keep in contact with each other as much as we can.

I'm the only one without bangs. Haha.
I've got so many many people I want to meet up with. But I have got so much things on hand to do within this short 2 weeks of holidays. It's kind of tiring me out. I'm exhausted.
Lastly, I can't wait for thursday! Hello universal studio! A good time for me to scream all out. Whee!
Labels: Rugby, WGPS gathering
Sunday, May 16, 2010!
HandWritten on; 8:09 PM

*After I apply ointment on mummy's leg, she went to iron clothes. But her leg still hurts. Her leg hurt so much till she teared.
Me: Mummy, don't iron. I will iron it later. Though I don't know how to iron. Hahaha.
Mummy: Nvm, I will iron. One person suffer, better than everybody suffer.
Fyi, you're not supposed to wash hands immediately after you touch the ointment. If not.. I don't know what will happen but I know it's definitely not something good. Which was the reason why she said 'One person suffer, better than everyone suffer'. There were tears in my eyes when I heard that. What a noble mum. I love my mummy. I hope her leg will recover fast.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010!
HandWritten on; 12:49 AM

Things taught from today's dragon boating:
1. You may be the last initially. But you shouldn't stop trying. Who knows, after 10 attempts, you are able to achieve what you want. And compared to those who got it at the 1st attempt, you have gotten much more than them. All the lessons and experience you learnt and gained are not for nothing.
2. Even though you're losing, you should not give up. Continue to close up the gap and not let it be an easy win for your opponent.
3. TEAM. Everyone plays a part in a team. No one is useless in a team. Everybody strives hard together, towards a common goal.
4. Encouragements. Continue encouraging one another to go on, even though it's tough.
5. In a team, we don't look at individuals. You can be good but what's the point of having just one person in a team to be good? We work as a team. We tell our teammates what they are doing right or wrong and correct them to be better. That is how a team works.
There're probably more but that is all that I can recall for now.
Let's continue to move on together (: Let's go angels!
Labels: Rugby
Tuesday, March 09, 2010!
HandWritten on; 12:01 AM
Wow, it's been almost two months since I last touch this space of mine. The last month had been an intense mugging period. All I could say is that my hard work had been paid off (: However, I think my temper hasn't been really good. I'm sorry to those who I'd threw my temper at.
07 March 2009; SMU Touch Oasis

An event which brought the four ex-innovians ruggers back together. I used to hate anything that has got to do with the field. Because firstly, the field, to me, is a very dirty and muddy plae. Hahaha! Secondly, I will always slip because I didn't know there's such things as boots that give you a much better grip than track shoes. From then on, I had a passion for touch rugby and continued this cca in SP. I miss the times when I always sneak into innova and train with you guys before I enrol into SP. I'm really sad that the school has closed down this cca in innova. I really hope and believe that one day, it will be back again. Love you all people. Let's get together and start touching people again!
Labels: Rugby
Sunday, January 17, 2010!
HandWritten on; 8:42 PM

Sometimes it's hard to completely erase somebody off your memory even when you try so hard not to think about it.
Sometimes it's hard to act like you don't care.
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We lost the match against SIM. This defeat made me want to win tue's game even more. Go angels! We can do this. It's time to make a difference (:
Reply to tags:
Passer by: What makes you think so?
CHENWEITING: Your posts recently are very emo! Cheer up! (: I don't know why but it is like this for me. Especially when I'm alone and I will start thinking of things that I don't want to think abt. It's easier not to think abt it when I'm with my friends though. Haha. You get what I mean? I don't know how to phrase it! I'm bad at expressing what I want to say. So annoying! Hahaha.
meRv: What's up, TEEEEEEE!
Royston: No problem (:
Friday, January 01, 2010!
HandWritten on; 3:19 PM
Happy new year everybody!It's the start of a new year, and yet I'm feeling moody. :(
"May all unhappiness be forgotten and left nothing but happy thoughts!" - Jazreel. It will be really awesome if I am able to do that. Why is unhappy thoughts able to 'overtake' happy thoughts so easily? Gah, maybe it's just the time of the month.
To sum up 2009:
1. IVP '09. My very first major tournament. Nervous breakdown :/ Third!
2. Junior Tournament. Awesome experience! SECOND! WOOOO.
3. FO camp 09/10. Super good bonding session, esp with all the fellow GLs.
4. POLITE '09. Third!
5. Training + bonding camp. Fun, but tiring ttm! Haha.
6. Night cycling with angels. BUTT PAIN. And I learnt how to cycle without using hands. Woo. Great achievement.
7. ITP. Made new friends *Winks* Great company.
8. Legalism. Thanks for the celebration! Love it <3
9. Bangkok trip. Shop till I drop!
10. Many many birthday celebrations, till I became so broke.
11. Class chaletsssss.
12. Bad GPA. :(
13. New friends (:
14. Old friends (:
15. Picked up a habit of reading books.
16. Good times and bad times.
Yeah, that's about it.
Reply to tags:
Much thanks to everybody who tagged to show concern when I posted my previous super emo post. :D Appreciate it alot!
BOONEE: Yes, time to catch up! Let's go for cny visitings! It's been long since usual Waltos since last meet up!
CHENWEITING: No problem! Yes, updated alr. Happy new yeaaaar! And, I quoted you again! HAHA.
Royston: Hah, yeah. Very useful sound effect.
Monday, November 02, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:43 PM
Hello people. I'm here for a confession. I had been living in denial all these while. And hey, guess what? I'm really not that always happy girl you always see. It just appears to be so. Ask me how do I always appear to be so smiley, so happy always, I've no idea either. Sometimes, I laugh because I don't want to show my feelings. I laugh because I want to hide. I laugh because I don't want to face the reality, the truth. I laugh even when it's not funny because I don't want the person talking to feel bad/embarrassed (when it's supposed to be funny). And also because I want to make people happy, and laugh along with me. Oh, and also to make people to feel comfortable when they're with me. Lalalalalala, I'm going to stop here.
Anw, 3 days ago was Gil's birthday. Went to chinatown to sing k. Eunice and Jie Ying surprised her by an abrupt arrival with a birthday cake. Haha. Her expression was priceless. Her eyes were watery when she read the scrapbook with all our photos and words compiled for her. Awwwww. Haha. We took a train to dhoby ghaut and then a bus to Bali Village. We missed our stop and it started raining heavily. We waited for cab and we saw Lee Kuan Yew! Okay, it started when there's this traffic police driving out and stopped all the cars. And then there were 3 cars coming out, one of which with Lee Kuan Yew in it. We didn't know it was him at first and we waved at them, just for the fun. Then, Gil and Calista saw him waving back at us! How cool. So, back to the topic. Haha. It's damn hard to hail a cab during raining days. We waited for.... I don't know how long and Gil had to ran out, into the rain to look for a cab. So, we finally reached Bali Village. Jannifer, Jia Jia and Shawn joined us there. The zhi char is fantastic! Yummy yummy. It was a good chance for everyone to meet up together too. Love gatherings like that. <3 Okay, this post doesn't do justice to the real stuffs. I think I sounded monotone. Hahaha! All in all, I think Gil and everyone of us had enjoyed ourselves. Much love yo.
Bye.
Labels: Birthday
Tuesday, October 20, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:05 PM
It's the start of a new semester. The time for me to catch up with my studies and pull up by GPA. I must really learn how to stay focus and not get distracted my other things.
Anyways, my holidays cum attachment had been good. Met new people, and met up with my own friends. During the attachment, I'd met people who can really bring up my day. They always say I have a low sense of humour. But I really enjoy laughing, and smiling. Because I feel that I can brighten up people's days by doing that as well. I like it when my friends (and family) are having fun and feeling happy with me. I feel....
important? Hah. Maybe that's not really the right word to describe how I feel but that's the only word I can think of now.
It was a fruitful vacation I can say. I got to meet up with quite a number of people.
Dinner with frisbee people at chompang (the nasi lemak and tauhuay there is damn shiok!), steamboat at gil's with jie ying and wen zhuang, dinner meet up with japh, minli and munyee, lunch meet up with angela and shawn, watching spu playing grab huck score at sengkang (plus dancing and singing crazily with angela), angels outings and stayover, dinner meet up with shi jia and glory, sentosa with my lovely class 24 (camwhoring was the booms), Justina's birthday surprise (got to meet up with Jialin, Tanty, Joey, SJ, and the rest of the IJ touch peeps!). I'd really enjoyed the company, much loves.
"Some people just like new things;
But me,
I really like the familiarity of old things and I get attached to them." -
Jazreel"Goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes not the end.
Goodbyes simply mean we'll miss you till we meet again." - 08/09 angels farewell song.
Monday, September 14, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:36 PM
I seriously don't know what's wrong with blogger! Or is it my laptop? I can't upload photos although it said my photos are uploaded. Haiyoooo. Fedup leh! Argh >: (
I'm still alive okay! Hahahaha.
Saturday, August 15, 2009!
HandWritten on; 10:25 PM
"Friends are the sunshine of life." - John Hay (1871)
I was home alone today. I tried to study while watching tv, not productive at all. Hahaha. And then I checked my phone. I received a missed call from Gil. So I called her back and she asked me if i'm free for dinner. I was happy at that point of time. (: Was feeling so stress, depress and stuffs like that for the past few days. And this phone call made my day.
Met Gil and WZ at the bus stop near WZ's house. Then we headed down to chom pang to meet Eunice, Jie Ying, Pei Rong, and Wenya! Chit chat and caught up abit with one another while having dinner. I felt happy and relax. Just a simple dinner, I'm satisfied enough :)))
Thank you. You guys made my dayyyyyy. <3
Tuesday, August 11, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:46 PM
"Humans' behaviours are like crystal field theory. The stronger the attraction, the bigger the repulsion, hence, the bigger the splitting." - Dr Chia Fu Siong.
"Time flies. They don't walk" - Mervin Tee.
Saturday, June 20, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:34 PM
Followed Wan Jing home along with Xiao Wen to get some participants list for Peter after the briefing to the helpers ytd. Had dinner at retro cafe near her place. I had breaded fish plus rice. Niceeeee. The fish is woo, super soft! But abit salty. They find it okay though. Maybe it's just me. Hahahaha. And WJ treated as the dessert of the day! Banana fritters with ice cream. Just like the fish, the banana fritters are duper soft! A little too sweet I think. But overall very nice. And super filling. By the time the dessert came, XW and I were dying alr. Full ttm! Hahahahaha. Photooooooooos below!
On the bus to WJ's house. Oh ya, we missed a stop on the way. Too engross in chatting alr. Hahaha.


At WJ's place. My fav place to sleep. Hahahahaha.




Me: "Whoa super black."
XW: "Whoa super white."



This photo is taken by meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! Very proud of it. Hahaha. Really think it's nice. It wasn't in b&w at first though. Haha. Took this while we were waiting to cross the traffic. Then I looked up and saw the bird standing on the signboard. So I quickly ask XW to pass me her camera and quickly snapped it.

Retro cafe!




WJ's camera. Cute right! Haha. Like toy like that.

XW!

WJ!

Me!

Banana fritters plus ice creaaaaam.



WJ laughed till cry. Forgot why she was laughing alr. Hahahaha.




This was when WJ found out that XW finished pouring her water into her cup. "Xiao weeeeeeeen! Ni ba wo de shui dao wan!!!!!!!!" Hahaha. I love her expression. Super classic. Hahahahaha! I laugh everytime I look at it.

And XW accidentally stain WJ's camera lens with her banana fritters.

WJ going bonkers.
18 June 2009, Thursday. Oiyi back from Americaaaaaaa!Lunch + badminton + table tennis with Angels at 12. Laugh like we nvr laughed bfore. The way we play ping pong is really damn hilarious. We can play till the ball drop onto the floor and continue playing on the floor. Hahahahahahahaha. Rested after sometimes when we felt so tired, arms aching. And Tiff bought sweets, chewing gum and bubble gum for us from Msia! So we started chewing here and there. Chew chew chew. Headed to the stadium at arnd 3 plus. The sun was damn annoying I swear. Super hot. Drain away our energy. So, training started and there were two people from don't know where, wanted to film/take photos of our training. So we were requested to play a game for them to shoot and do some funny stuffs. I think Brenda was quite angry cause that thing took up quite sometime to finish. Oh and it was her birthday that day. Then drills, recap of moves, blah blah blah. Zuby and I left earlier. Quickly went to bathe and headed down to Oi Yi's place. Ah, I miss her alooooooooooot. Finally back to Singapore. Saw Cherie, Joey, Justina, Shi Jia, and Xiao Qing. All the long time no see people! Had piizza, chips and carrot cake. THE CARROT CAKE IS DAMN NICE. But oily :/ Hahaha. But it's really very nice! Hahahaha. Then went down to the water. I CHANGED BACK TO MY TRAINING CLOTHES. EEEEEEEE-YUCK! Hahahaha. So the water was contaminated by me. Ah ha. Don't care. Played 'eagle catch chicks' (HAHA DIRECT TRANSLATION, I don't know what is it called in english), etc etc. Damn fun and funny. Hahahahaha. But time had to pass so quickly. Cabbed home with Cherie and Joey. And below are a few photos taken that night. Whoa, just realised I'd just typed a whole chunck of words. Super wordy.
Cherie!

Oi Yi, Cherie, Me, Joey!




Much misses. There're so many people I've yet to meet up with. I know I've mentioned it in my previous post. Just to emphasise it. Hahaha. Argh, busy schedule. Next holidays okay. I hope I won't be that busy the next holidays.
Boo, holidays ending in a week's time. And I haven't really started studying. Shit. Time to hit the books. Bye peeeeeee-ple!
Friday, June 12, 2009!
HandWritten on; 11:23 PM
Hello peeeeople! Hahahaha. It's been really long since I last update. Got really really really lazy to update and post up all the photos. Hahaha.
Anyhow, IT'S THE HOLIDAAAAAYS! Wooo.
A short 3 weeks school vacation. And after that is the horrible MST. :(
This holiday is going to be busy for me, like since when it's not right. I can't wait for the sem break! The long long holidays. I've got so many people to meet up with, but time clashes and all that. I rarely have time for myself! Technically, I only have two weeks of holidays cause the third week is booked for my studies alr. Hahahaha. Mst, don't play play. I don't want to screw up my Mst man. And the worst thing is that I have SIX FREAKING PAPERS. Goodness......
Have alot alot alot of things to update about but I don't know where to begin with.
Oh yes, I'm currently addicted to Gossip Girl. Hahaha. I'm still at Season 1 now. Okay I know I'm abit slow. And and boys over/bfore flowerssss! I'm still at Episode 6. :/ Hahahahhaa. I used to be quite fast when it comes to watching dramas. But these days, I'm really busy. Out almost everyday, till my mum nags at me.
Random photos using oovoo with Amd, Joan and Tiff.





















That's allllll. Hahahahaha. Hope I will be back soon. HAHAHA. See you!