3am thoughts 💭

I think that I've a really high tolerance level for things/bullshits that I don't like to see/hear.
But this is bad. Because I tend to endure until I explode one fine day.
And it's usually not a very nice ending.
I need to learn how to speak my mind, in a way that is not offensive to others.

Sigh.

怎么，说什么都好像是错的。

Would things have turned out differently?

Talk is cheap. I can't see your words.

I had been having all these weird dream lately. This morning, I dreamt of pop corn chicken -.-
And all the people who appeared in my dreams are of either weird combination or people I don't really know.
WENYA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YOUR BROTHER APPEARED IN MY DREAM. Yes, I swear it's damn weird. Hahahaha.
There are also people who I haven't met for a long time. Maybe it's a signal, telling me that it's time to catch up with my friends. Sometimes I think I'm a really bad friend. I don't put in alot of efforts in staying in touch with my friends. Guess I need to have more initiative :/

So, it's the exam period, and I'm left with the last paper. Finally. It's a tough fight for me this semester. All the modules are kinda hard. I can say that it's the toughest semester for almost all of us. Next semester will be much more better I heard.

I'm off to bury myself in my notes!

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Labels: Rugby, WGPS gathering

*After I apply ointment on mummy's leg, she went to iron clothes. But her leg still hurts. Her leg hurt so much till she teared.

Things taught from today's dragon boating:

1. You may be the last initially. But you shouldn't stop trying. Who knows, after 10 attempts, you are able to achieve what you want. And compared to those who got it at the 1st attempt, you have gotten much more than them. All the lessons and experience you learnt and gained are not for nothing.

2. Even though you're losing, you should not give up. Continue to close up the gap and not let it be an easy win for your opponent.

3. TEAM. Everyone plays a part in a team. No one is useless in a team. Everybody strives hard together, towards a common goal.

4. Encouragements. Continue encouraging one another to go on, even though it's tough.

5. In a team, we don't look at individuals. You can be good but what's the point of having just one person in a team to be good? We work as a team. We tell our teammates what they are doing right or wrong and correct them to be better. That is how a team works.

There're probably more but that is all that I can recall for now.
Let's continue to move on together (: Let's go angels!

Labels: Rugby

An event which brought the four ex-innovians ruggers back together. I used to hate anything that has got to do with the field. Because firstly, the field, to me, is a very dirty and muddy plae. Hahaha! Secondly, I will always slip because I didn't know there's such things as boots that give you a much better grip than track shoes. From then on, I had a passion for touch rugby and continued this cca in SP. I miss the times when I always sneak into innova and train with you guys before I enrol into SP. I'm really sad that the school has closed down this cca in innova. I really hope and believe that one day, it will be back again. Love you all people. Let's get together and start touching people again!

Labels: Rugby

Sometimes it's hard to completely erase somebody off your memory even when you try so hard not to think about it.

Happy new year everybody!
It's the start of a new year, and yet I'm feeling moody. :(
"May all unhappiness be forgotten and left nothing but happy thoughts!" - Jazreel. It will be really awesome if I am able to do that. Why is unhappy thoughts able to 'overtake' happy thoughts so easily? Gah, maybe it's just the time of the month.

To sum up 2009:
1. IVP '09. My very first major tournament. Nervous breakdown :/ Third!
2. Junior Tournament. Awesome experience! SECOND! WOOOO.
3. FO camp 09/10. Super good bonding session, esp with all the fellow GLs.
4. POLITE '09. Third!
5. Training + bonding camp. Fun, but tiring ttm! Haha.
6. Night cycling with angels. BUTT PAIN. And I learnt how to cycle without using hands. Woo. Great achievement.
7. ITP. Made new friends *Winks* Great company.
8. Legalism. Thanks for the celebration! Love it <3
9. Bangkok trip. Shop till I drop!
10. Many many birthday celebrations, till I became so broke.
11. Class chaletsssss.
12. Bad GPA. :(
13. New friends (:
14. Old friends (:
15. Picked up a habit of reading books.
16. Good times and bad times.

Yeah, that's about it.

Reply to tags:
Much thanks to everybody who tagged to show concern when I posted my previous super emo post. :D Appreciate it alot!
BOONEE: Yes, time to catch up! Let's go for cny visitings! It's been long since usual Waltos since last meet up!
CHENWEITING: No problem! Yes, updated alr. Happy new yeaaaar! And, I quoted you again! HAHA.
Royston: Hah, yeah. Very useful sound effect.

Hello people. I'm here for a confession. I had been living in denial all these while. And hey, guess what? I'm really not that always happy girl you always see. It just appears to be so. Ask me how do I always appear to be so smiley, so happy always, I've no idea either. Sometimes, I laugh because I don't want to show my feelings. I laugh because I want to hide. I laugh because I don't want to face the reality, the truth. I laugh even when it's not funny because I don't want the person talking to feel bad/embarrassed (when it's supposed to be funny). And also because I want to make people happy, and laugh along with me. Oh, and also to make people to feel comfortable when they're with me. Lalalalalala, I'm going to stop here.

Anw, 3 days ago was Gil's birthday. Went to chinatown to sing k. Eunice and Jie Ying surprised her by an abrupt arrival with a birthday cake. Haha. Her expression was priceless. Her eyes were watery when she read the scrapbook with all our photos and words compiled for her. Awwwww. Haha. We took a train to dhoby ghaut and then a bus to Bali Village. We missed our stop and it started raining heavily. We waited for cab and we saw Lee Kuan Yew! Okay, it started when there's this traffic police driving out and stopped all the cars. And then there were 3 cars coming out, one of which with Lee Kuan Yew in it. We didn't know it was him at first and we waved at them, just for the fun. Then, Gil and Calista saw him waving back at us! How cool. So, back to the topic. Haha. It's damn hard to hail a cab during raining days. We waited for.... I don't know how long and Gil had to ran out, into the rain to look for a cab. So, we finally reached Bali Village. Jannifer, Jia Jia and Shawn joined us there. The zhi char is fantastic! Yummy yummy. It was a good chance for everyone to meet up together too. Love gatherings like that. <3 Okay, this post doesn't do justice to the real stuffs. I think I sounded monotone. Hahaha! All in all, I think Gil and everyone of us had enjoyed ourselves. Much love yo.

Bye.

Labels: Birthday

It's the start of a new semester. The time for me to catch up with my studies and pull up by GPA. I must really learn how to stay focus and not get distracted my other things.

Anyways, my holidays cum attachment had been good. Met new people, and met up with my own friends. During the attachment, I'd met people who can really bring up my day. They always say I have a low sense of humour. But I really enjoy laughing, and smiling. Because I feel that I can brighten up people's days by doing that as well. I like it when my friends (and family) are having fun and feeling happy with me. I feel.... important? Hah. Maybe that's not really the right word to describe how I feel but that's the only word I can think of now.
It was a fruitful vacation I can say. I got to meet up with quite a number of people. Dinner with frisbee people at chompang (the nasi lemak and tauhuay there is damn shiok!), steamboat at gil's with jie ying and wen zhuang, dinner meet up with japh, minli and munyee, lunch meet up with angela and shawn, watching spu playing grab huck score at sengkang (plus dancing and singing crazily with angela), angels outings and stayover, dinner meet up with shi jia and glory, sentosa with my lovely class 24 (camwhoring was the booms), Justina's birthday surprise (got to meet up with Jialin, Tanty, Joey, SJ, and the rest of the IJ touch peeps!). I'd really enjoyed the company, much loves.


"Some people just like new things;
But me,
I really like the familiarity of old things and I get attached to them." - Jazreel

"Goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes not the end.
Goodbyes simply mean we'll miss you till we meet again." - 08/09 angels farewell song.

I seriously don't know what's wrong with blogger! Or is it my laptop? I can't upload photos although it said my photos are uploaded. Haiyoooo. Fedup leh! Argh >: (
I'm still alive okay! Hahahaha.