Everything is piling over me; from friends to CCA. The worst thing is that they all happen at the same time. It is too much for me to take it. I can't hold on any longer. I can break down anytime.

Thanks to those who had always been by my side. I really appreciated it.

Okay, enough of emo sheralin. I personally don't like emo sheralin either. I think I will have to lose some electrons and be positive. Don't get it? Time to study your chem notes. Haha. Okay, I'm being really lame here.

I'm off. Bye.

-Give me a break.

Can we be like how we used to be? What's happening? I seriously don't understand. I like it the way it was. Why change it? Did I do or say something wrong? Is it me or is it you? Everyone means alot to me okay. Alright, as what nana said, everything happen with a reason. I will just have to accept it and hope for a better change. I want to get out of this emo thing right now. >: (

Okay, I'm out of here.

I don't like it that way. In fact, I hate it. I hate all this emo shit thing.
This is so shitty >: (

It matters.

Hey PHS gymnasts, PLEASE GO FOR TRAINING. I went to the hall to see how you guys were doing and GOSH (!), only Xiao Min and Issac went. What's wrong?! Where's the discipline you used to have? Where's the passion and commitment you used to have for gymnastics?

-So you're trying to say that it's my fault, I'm in the wrong huh? Shit you. I don't deserve this.

Childish bunch of kids. Don't you know how to behave in a library?! Stop making a scene out of yourselves. Learn to discipline yourselves. Please grow up! At least think for others. People go there to study or do their work. And you (?!) run and shout like some monkeys. Okay, I know I'm being very mean here.

Dang! I forgot to bring my ez-link card to school. In case you peeps wonder,"shouldn't the ez-link card be in your wallet?", I put my ez-link card in my pocket fyi. I only realised it when I reached the MRT station. So it's already too late for me to go home and take. How dumb >: (

Everytime I reached home, I feel so tired. And everytime I flip open my book and feel that I want to study, I collapse on the table. Is there anything to keep me wide awake? So that I can seriously sit down and study, without being distracted and feel tired.

I wanted to say alot of things, but dang (!) I'd forgotten them all. I seriously need a thing that can track back my memory so that I won't forget stuffs, be it good or bad, happy or sad. Heh heh. It rhymes.

I haven't been updating recently. But there's really nothing for me to talk about. Unless you want to read something like: "I woke up at 5.30am this morning. I went to drink a cup of water and brushed my teeth. Then I took the towel to the toilet and started bathing for 15 minutes. I Then changed into my uniform and tie up my hair, put on my contact lens.. blah blah blah." No right! That's why I haven't been posting.

Sorry for the lack of update. I was waiting for the photos to reach me before I would want to update. But apparently, I have not receive all the photos. But I don't want to let my blog rot, so here I am, posting.


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Munyee and I went to Japh's house. I was there to do my homework and Munyee went there just to hang around with us. Very expectedly, I didn't do my homework. But instead, we began to watch dvds in Japh's house. We watched She's The Man, Raise Your Voice & What A Girl Wants. Japh began to start french plaiting my hair while watching the movies. She tied and took the rubber band off again reptitively, cause she's not satisfied with the plaits. And halfway through, we did mask. Haha. Girls' things. Yup. We were not allowed to laugh or there'll be wrinkles and blah blah blah. Yeah. As you all know, I can't stop laughing so it was kind of torturous for me.
Japh wanted an egg shampoo bath out of sudden. So, I helped to take the videos while Munyee helped her with the egg shampoo. It was kind of yucky. The videos are with Munyee.
Then, I began to snap photos of Japh. She was damn hilarious. Munyee and I can't stop laughing.
Dinner was steamboat with Japh's family. Her parents treated the both of us. How nice! After that we began to discuss about the PHS carnival and stuffs. And we realised that Japh's parents had alot of connections with 'big' people. Coolio!

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Went to Sunplaza's KFC for study with Japh and Munyee. We had our lunch there and while lunch-ing, we began to say jokes and somehow, we drifted to talking about ghost stories. These ghost stories totall freaked me out okay. I screamed at one of them and a girl sitting a few tables away from us turned and looked at me. How embarassing! And Munyee kept having goosebumps popping up from her arms. Haha.

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Out with Banana, Darren, Louis and Weiheng. Met up with Darren in the morning at J8's Long John {both of them have tuition} and he had his breakfast, while I did my maths. After his breakfast, we went to Bishan Library and I started to flood him with maths questions. Haha. I was still figuring out the questions on the AI paper we had during the tueday remedial. And SASS's paper is not easy either.
Then went to meet Banana and Louis at Vivo at 1pm. We were late but the earliest. Ironic isn't it? So we waited and Banana was the last to arrive. Haha. We wanted to watch Harry Potter but the tickets were either not available or selling fast. We didn't want to crane our necks at the screen. And, the rest of the movies were either selling fast or didn't look nice at all. So we decided to go for lunch first. And guess what! We had our lunch at Long John, again for Darren (!). Hahahaha. Very funny! Then while having our lunch, Darren kept laughing to himself cause he kept recalling what happened the day before, which was what he said, very funny. And looking him laughing to himself, I laughed like some deranged girl. I seriously couldn't stop laughing. I tried very hard, but it was really hard to control for me. So Louis stared at me like I'm really insane. Haha. Damn funny.
Went to Chinatown and kept walking and walking around. And based on my powderful memory, that's all I can remember except that we went to Clarke Quay and somehow, Weiheng met/join us there, and after that was shopping at Far East. Oh, and dinner at Newton. Okay, I can't remember anything else. Haha. I reached home at 11 plus and I collapsed on my bed with my hair still wet. I was too tired to wait for my hair to dry.

-Hey you, I don't like your sacarsm. And I don't think you would like it if people say that to you. Please stop bitching around, thank you very much.

Having a bad headache now >: (

Today is a really tired day. Slept at 12am last night. I thought it was quite normal? I don't know. Maybe my body can't stand the lack of sleep anymore. Slept through lots of periods today. Phototaking in school for year book. Phew. I didnt take the photo with her this time round. I'd almost stand beside her for the class photo. Good grief. I had made it loud and clear. The thing is, I don't know whether if she knows that I'm referring to her. Whatever. She should know by now.
Reached home, sat on the sofa and fell asleep while watching the tv. And when I woke up, my neck was numb. I went to bathe unwillingly. I don't feel like moving even an inch. So weary.

-I, sometimes, don't like the attitude of yours. Don't always rely on me, please. I can get really fed up sometimes although I don't really show.

Okay, new url! Not that this is any good either. But at least better than the previous one. I'll just do with this for the time being, till I can think of something better.

I seriously need a new url for my blog. I'd been thinking it for don't know how many gazillion years, but none come to my mind. Any suggestions people? This url sounds so corny. I didn't even want it in the first place. But since I can't think of any, I'll just do with it.

Umm, I don't know what Wei Heng is trying to do with Darren's waist. Haha!'SHING!' Inside joke. Haha.

Then Wei Heng's mum came over. She asked alot of questions? Haha. I don't know. But very funny lah. We three girls kept guffawing down there.

Okay, it's close to 12am. I want to get my sleep but my hair is not dry yet, and I don't use a hair dryer. So, I don't know when can I get my sleep. I'm so tired >: (

Had our height and weight taken today. I'm not growing vertically, but horizontally. Haha. Horizontally? Sounds kinda weird. In short, I'm gaining weight >: ( After that is netball at basketball court. I was running all over the place and kept bumping into people. All I is to hit the ball, I don't know how to catch it! Very dumb.

Something really infuriating happened to me today. {look at amanda} We were both exasperated by the actions of this little girl {Oh, whatever}. I can't believe my eyes and my ears. I feel so outrage. I didn't know that she'll do that despite knowing that *censored*. This thing kept bothering me for the whole day. I don't have to do this you know. Please, stop your wishful thinking. I could have just walk away.

Well, I just realised that I'd got myself into the geek list. Thanks arh -.- Stupid/lame/childish/immature bunch of kids.
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