ran 2.4 today.
12.25's my timing!
i really 突破我的极限!
my legs had given up on me.
but my mind keep pushing me on.
my leg felt so jelly,
and i was so giddy that i cant walk straight/properly after the run.
but, i had the sense of achievement,
and im really glad that i did it =D

had a farewell party for mrs soh from PHS gymnasts =)))))))))
alot of ex-phs gymnasts came back.
Kelly, Stanley, Will, Guo Wen, Andre, Ian, Caleb.
that's all i think?
really sweet of them to come back.
we had two cakes for mrs soh - one baked by minli, munyee and me. and another bought by guo wen.
the cake (we baked) is nice okay! haha!
guo wen's too creamy. haha.
japhia sang two songs. and mrs soh had tears in her eyes when japhia sang the second song.
we gave her a sketchbook and two boxes filled with hearts.
they contain all our love for mrs soh.
i really hope that she wont go off so early.
she's the only teacher that i dare to share my problems with.
i had known her for 3 plus years.
she had seen me grown up from a small little girl into what i am today.
it's abit hard to let go. but i know, i'll have to.

i cried, and cried again after reading Joyce's and Wenya's blog.
thanks Japhia and Ian for hearing me out. i feel better now (:
and thanks the rest for comforting me.
really, thanks alot =)

Thursday, 29 March, 2007
we had a farewell party for mrs soh from 4HUMILITY.
they bought a super yummy cake, and pizza!
the cake's super nice!
cried when mrs soh said the two words - good bye.
that's like so sad!
i just cant hold back my tears.
then mrs soh played piano for us.
it's the first time i hear her play piano since sec one!
then she sang and play the song another time.
alot of people cried this time.
really touching.

took photos after school,
so that we can paste in the sketchbook that we're giving to mrs soh.
then munyee and i went to minli's house to bake cake for mrs soh.
the making whipping cream is a total disaster.
but we had a cloth to cover.
phew. or it'll be even worse.
the cake was nice =)))))))))))))))
it's bigger than the one minli bakes.
so we'll have equal layer of cakes.
but,
there's a hole or two while cutting.
haha! used the whipping cream to cover up ^^

went out after school with Munyee today =)))))))
went to orchard and had subway for lunch.
turkey! yummy! love the cookies.
subway had became our favourite fast-food restaurant ^^
then we went to buy her friend's present and,
eh! i cant remember what we bought other than the present.
argh. short term memory.
went to plaza singapura's Daiso.
bought a box and felts.
then we went to Spotlight.
wanted to look at the fabrics,
but we eneded up playing and taking photos with the things there.
haha! it's super hilarious!
on the way home,
i need the toilet suddenly!
VERY urgent.
and i decided to alight a sembawany.
haha! couldnt walk properly.
run like im walking. lol!
felt VERY relieved after the trip to the toilet!
HAHA!

and Whoo!
i got a new wallet =)))))))))))))))))))))))
weee!

feel so emo lately.
i can cry over little things.
got so frustrated, irritated, any negative feelings when i saw you-know-who.
when i saw joyce cries,
i, too, feel like just crying all of them out.
alot had happened these days.
i cant take it anymore.
it's really pissing me off.

literature class is ALWAYS so NOISY. rawr.
cant they just shut up and listen?!
no respect for the teacher at all.
and mrs tan has a soft voice.
she can hardly be heard when the class is so noisy.
and i always get so distracted by all the noises.
W and K sings HORRIBLY. eww.
it's like, helllooo,
if you want to sing, just GET OUT of the class and sing all you want!
dont disturb the class PLEASE.
W and K laughs HORRIBLY too, especially W.
sucker!
should send them to laughing classes.
ARGH.
i hate them!

i cant hold it any longer.

RAWR.
SUCKER.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU.

PLEASE, GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!
ARGH.

school's a breeding place for mosquitoes.
i have 'earned' myself some mosquitoe bites from the school.
rawr.
itchy!

and lilin didnt buy my tie dan!
rawr.
I WANT TIE DAN!!!

ARGH.
BAD DAY!

TEMPORARY url.
have to change it because "-" at the back of the url is not accepted.
you'll only see a blank page.
SO, have to change.
argh.
dont know whether i should go around asking people to relink me or not.
because i dont want you-know-who to visit my blog.
argh. troubled.
I made this in minli's house ^^

bought this on the way to minli's house for FENGZI =)

random^^ banana, Wenya and my conversation =)))

I LEFT MY CONTACT LENS AND CLIPS AT MY TUITION TEACHER'S PLACE!
ARGH.
so blur!
rawr.
i hope he/she wont throw them away.

hahaha.
some random drawings ^^

going minli's house tomorrow =))))))))))))))))))))))

very blur today.
forgot to put on my contact lens before i go to school.
lol!

sports day was so boring,
for the spectators.
julian lau kept cheering and cheering non-stop.
he cheered for the sake of cheering,
not for the competitors -.-
what's the point then?

went Junction 8 with grace, japhia and munyee.
ate subway.
very filling!
and the cookie is NICE!
whoo!
then we went to take neoprint.
saw banana, Wenya, at the cinema there!
haha.
okay. back to the neoprint thing.
we were like monkeys! climbing around the thing.
hahaha. never feel so tired beofre, after taking neopronts. lol!

yeah. so we went back to school for training,
and found out that there's volleyball match.
argh.
we started training only at 5.30pm! wth.
munyee and i did some exercise.
we ran outside the hall. training our stamina.
then we started doing all kinds of funny things.
and became a laughing stock >.<

going through some facts,
i concluded that today is a bad day.
lol!
i sound so 'science'.
HAHA!

wished you were there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINXIU (:

argh.
i suck at chemistry.
screwed today's test >.<
actually, i didnt really study.
haha. study a little only.

tomorrow sports day!
slacking day for people who are not competing ^^

lilin was so embarassed today!
haha.
dont know why she so shy lehs.
=))))))))))))))))

went to grace's house to study after school.
her room is so nice! even though it's messy.
she has lots of handmade things.
very creative!
sometimes i do admire people who can draw well.
im know nothing about drawing.
i can only draw stickman >.<
pathetic.
yeah.
we were so restless that we studied a little only.
haha.

i hate my english class.
especially the teacher.
i want sharon tay back!
the new teacher has this weird esscence.
& she's very lame too.
we're suppose to say SORRY to a TOY when we 'hurt' them or whatever shit.
so idiotic -.-

had mock trial today.
got 8 out of 9.
it's quite good,
but still not satisfied.
i could have done better!
rawr.

holidays are ending, schools are starting.
& i had not finished a single homework.
im so dead.
To-do list:
1. file up my english file
2. 作业
3. 剪报
4. E.maths
5. english 10 years series
6. chemistry
7. social studies

argh.

went to sun plaza with grace and munyee after training.
had macdonalds for lunch.
& there's these bunch of kids bugging infront of the computer like they dont have one at home.
then munyee went home,
grace and i went to the library.
AND I BORROWED A BOOK!
it had been YEARS since i had borrowed a book.
haha.
hope im able to finish the book on time ^^

& i've put password in my blog
as i dont want you-know-who to read my blog.
hope you-know-who is a 电脑白痴
so that you-know-who wont know how to hack the password >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEWIS =)))))))))))))))))))

they have great voice! yeah?

EDITED!

oh well,
my blog went dead for 4 days.
i didnt want to blog till i had found what i want for my blog.
but im afraid that my blog will go rot just like that.

i flunked my physics spa.
it's horrible.
i dont even understand the instructions.
i just followed what others are doing.
and till now,
i still dont know how to set up that experiment.
my chemistry spa is also another gone case.
the experiment was easy,
but not the theory part.
i just write what i know into that piece of paper.
dead x(

on 14march,
japhia and i walked from bishan to khatib ^^
we planned to walk from bishan to sembawang,
but gave up half way >.<
still, there's a sense of achievement =))))))
yeah? haha.

& TODAY!
had training after chemistry spa.
only a few people there.
was quite satisfied with today's routines.
but there's still room for more improvement.
after training,
jane brought in a small piece of cake.
because tomorrow is lewis' birthday!
then we were afraid that he might pon training tomorrow or what.
so we celebrated today. & joyce bought the cake (:
okay, back to "jane brought in the cake".
then we sang the birthday song.
after that,
vincent and some others held lewis back.
he didnt want to blow the candle,
as he knew what's going to happen (i think). haha.
he blewed and jane smashed the cake on his face =D
then joyce brought in the 'real' cake. HAHA!
we sang the birthday song again.
lewis made a wish and all.
we started eating the cake =D
nice! haha.
but the main character didnt have any -.-
he said he hate cakes.
dont know whether it's true or not.
haha.
whether or not, it's not important.
the important thing is,
lewis enjoyed =)))))
though he was a little pissed. haha ^^

was doing my emaths yesterday.
got bored.
and started mingling with the camera ^^
Whoooo!

my sister has a freaking, sucky attitude
that i hate so much.

was satisfied with my NAPFA yesterday.
except for my incline and shuttle run.
Stephanie was so funny.
she said i land like feather.
& the way she said the word feather..
is really funny!
& she landed like a feather too!
alright.
some random pictures!

i finished this in TWENTY minutes time just now! LOL!

Fengzi gave me this. so sweet of her. LOVE YOU!
& i suck at photo taking >.<

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!M

went to bishan stadium with jane, minli and eileen just now.
thanks eileen for accompanying me! love you so much!
went there to train as we were dismissed early.
then jane asked me go.
so i go! and dragged minli along ^^
and eileen.
haha.
we were being 'chased away' after 30 mins?
so embarassing!
then we went to the tracks and decided to run.
ran five(six?) rounds.
didnt pant alot though.
it's nice to run at the evening.
perspired alot!

tomorrow having NAPFA.
have to wake up early >.<
going to school with eileen tomorrow!
搭顺风车!

get lost can?
go away.
i hate to see you.
my mood dampens immediately when i see you.
i dont know!
you make me hate you.
so dont ask me why.

please dont invade my privacy.
dont interfere.
it is my own problem.
dont solve it for me.
i will do it myself.
though i know what you did is out of concern.
but please,
just dont interfere.

EDITED!

Whoooo!
madness with banana, Wenya and cherry, Cherie at long john just now =D
hahaha.
we talked ALOT!
there's this bitchy, look-like-primary-school girl at the cashier there, dressing up very... bitchly.
haha.
then we kept discussing about her clothes, her legs.
we were laughing.
then her friend beside her was LOOKING (staring?) at us!
lol.
then she turned to tell that bitchy girl,"她们在笑你."!
hahaha.
went to their seat after buying their food.
one of them said,"那三个在笑我们。她们那么穷，吃combo的."
cherie heard them. lol!
she told us after they were gone.
then we were like,"吃combo very穷meh?!"
then people came in and LOTS of them order combo 1!
if 穷就不会来这边吃了!
then they so rich, why come here eat? go eat restaurant then!
lol!
was BLOATED after the food.
never felt so bloated after long john! lol.
then they do their geography and i waited for them.
i didnt know that cold storage sells..
oh shit! i suddenly forget that name.
lol!

oh yeah!
Wenya told me something FUNNY today.
haha.
but im not telling.
*zipped my lips tight!*
HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHAHA.
i remembered after like 30mins?
and came back to edit the post ^^
LOL.
it is 豆花!
hahahaha.

[video taken away]
HAHAHAHA.
nice!
abit blur though.
thanks grace for compiling them altogether (:

yay!
i feel much better after eating something FINALLY!
was feeling super weak in school.
no strength at all.
even trembled when carrying my bag!
no appetite at all.
because i had fever.
my taste buds can taste nothing at all.
didnt talk much in school today.
maybe i will tomorrow,
and go crazy with my banana, Wenya (:

thanks loads!

i vomitted just now,
after i reached home after tuition.
i can control to not vomit.
but i want to.
because i feel better after vomitting.

well,
i flunk my amaths common test paper >.<
didnt have the mood to do,
because i was having gastric and feeling super sleepy.
i did not tried my best x(
i did not even revise.

got back my emaths paper today ^^
23/40!
at least i passed.
very few people get above 25.
so im contended enough (:
passed ONLY two sugjects so far T.T

complete my routine today ^^
not bad i think.
but i want to do better!
then 'B' girls were dismissed early at 5.30pm
so we went to play vollyball!
played till 6pm.
then in the train,
i tried to stretch out my hand,
and it's trembling!
LOL! played too much volleyball >.<

happy!

had been feeling very sleepy the whole day.
had not been sleeping early the past few days that's why.
then i was FREEZING in school today.
it had been raining non-stop since yesterday.
think my asthma and gastric had came back.
had some difficulty breathing.
and i almost vomitted today.
having headache too T.T
im full of sickness.
I WANT TO SLEEP! and sleep well!